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Drawbacks to Meltdowns

Last night, I had a meltdown over the Pupinia Stewart Videos. I do not want to go into that disgrace for a human being again, but the meltdown was bad. One downside to meltdowns as an adult is that they are physically draining. As a child or younger years, you can recover really quickly but the older you get the harder it gets to get over them. They have a physical impact on your body because you are expelling so much energy your body takes the brunt of it. People say that it is hard to watch a meltdown. I can assure you that it is harder for people who are having the meltdown. So, today, I am feeling very drained. I feel very sleepy and don’t really want to do anything. This is not fun especially as yesterday I had a lot of energy. I hate that I have meltdowns. I REALLY HATE MELTDOWNS! My key ask to all neurotypical people out there that do not know someone with autism, please do not tell an autistic person that “It’s harder for me to watch you having a meltdown.” I can guar

Pupinia Stewart - Disgrace in a Pretty Face

Dear World,   If you watch Pupinia Stewart, please stop watching her. I am angry about her “I am acting” video where she mentions autism. I am autistic and autism is not a disease. By calling autism a disease you make it seem like it is something that needs to be cured. Whilst some people who are less functioning would probably wish they had a better ability to communicate etc some people on the other end of the spectrum don’t want a “cure” for autism. Me personally I love the highs and lows of my autism. Whilst I get really frustrated at my ultra-literalness, or the fact that my dyslexia and autism is a daily struggle in whether I am chaotic or logical, being subjected to meltdowns and hyper emotions. I do get frustrated and I am seriously not going to sit here and say I love those elements. But I love the way I think, I love the fact that people don’t see things the way I do, I love that I get really passionate about things and I am happy. Pupinia if you are autistic then you