Showing posts with the label Birthday

Please help

I know I have not blogged for a while but there has been a reason for this. Last week was my birthday and I took the week off of work. Unfortunately my week off of work did not go so well. The Sunday night (the 4 th ) people were smoking outside my window for a while which triggered my PTSD. I could not sleep all night and when I was finally tired it was 6am Monday morning (5 th ). I then slept through to 12pm and set off people's panic attacks because they had not heard from me. My birthday was crappy. My own mother did not wish me a happy birthday. The first thing that she said to me was “I have to change the cat's vet appointment”. That whole day she did not wish me a happy birthday. My own sibling sent me messages in the afternoon which makes me think that they only remembered last minute because they started seeing birthday messages on my Facebook. I wasn’t expecting much but you know, feeling like a forgotten family member or a second thought was horrible. Thursda

Birthday and Positive Vibes

So this will be the last time I say anything about this. July 7th is my birthday. Less then two weeks away. Some people have been asking me what am I expecting from it and to be honest, the answer is nothing. Due to the family that I come from I expect no presents or cards. I have yet to hear from any of them that they want to get me something so I just decided you know what this year, I am not going to expect anything. This means, if what I think happens happens, I am not going to be broken hearted. To give you an idea of what my family is like on my birthday, one year I got woken up by my dad, I thought to wish me happy birthday. Oh how wrong I was, it is forever engraved on my brain what he said "Sorry X, I forgot it was your birthday and lost my money gambling". Really not what you want to hear on your birthday. Another occassion, I got woken up by my mum again, wishfully thinking she woke me up to say happy birthday, and oh was I wrong

For my birthday this year

 I am going to have my 2 nd pandemic birthday on July 7 th , 2021. I will be turning 35. I have not had the best year and I can honestly say that I wish I had some goodness happening in my life. So, here is my wish list for my birthday. To win the life-changing amounts on the lottery so I can clear my debts and buy my own home, so I am not renting anymore. I want a new bed, that is suitable for people with disabilities and not broken like the one that I am currently sleeping on. I want an air conditioner so that I do not have to avoid my living room during the summer. A new chest of drawers to replace my broken ones. New grabbers. Some walking aids. 2-year subscription for a fall service so I have protection when I fall. Stockpile long life food to reduce my food bill for a while. UK International stamps to continue my volunteering with Soldiers Angels. Birthday message or skype call from one or more of the following celebrities; James Morrison; Joel de la Fuente; Kristen Cloke La