15 May Scare

On Saturday 15 May I had a horrible scare.

I went for a walk to my bank. It is a walk that I have done a few hundred times before. I had my stool with me incase I needed a seat but I was not expecting to need it much.

I knew something was wrong from the moment I left my home. I hurt so much. I had no idea what was going on.

I forced myself to walk as far as I could and almost collapsed. I set the stool up and sat down, I could not believe it.

It was something that I could not understand. I had been doing so well with my physio and everything I did not know what caused this backslide. Normally when I did the walk stop 5 times max. This time I had to stop in the double digits. I had no idea what was going on.

When I got home I closed my front door and broke down into tears.

I have now been at my physio and they are concerned enough to set me for a further assessment. This backs up the fear that I have taken a backslide that no one knows why.

May 15 is the first time that I wished that I was in a wheel chair. I really got scared.

Progressive physical disabilities are horrible. Honestly it hurts when I take backslides as it reminds me how different I am to where I was 15 years ago.


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