Autism - Emotion
I do not know if this
is something that all autistic people go through, I know for me I struggle with
getting seriously emotional. When I get emotional people think I am weird
because their response to the same situation may not be the same as mine. The
most recent thing that I have been struggling with is the fact that I let my
landlords down.
Since Christmas I had
had problems with my health and my home care of the flat was ignored.
Unfortunately, we had a rodent problem within my block and when my landlords
came to check out the situation in my flat it was a mess. I was so ashamed that
I had let it get so bad. I love my flat, I love my landlords, and to see the let
down in their messages to me honestly, I was devastated. I am not good at
social things and I can miss social queues so when I can read the sadness in
their texts and the frustration honestly you know you screwed up.
But you have to make
it through the bad times and hope for the best. If I can hold off until June
29th, I will be able to apply for social housing and, maybe some form of
sheltered housing where I can get extra support with maintenance.
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